Entries for July, 2006
Father Yatco.
Well, what can I say? The name speaks for itself. We just had our first quiz a few days ago and "poof!" goes my sanity. Nobody passed. Not even Joyce, "Ms. I just memorized an entire map and the whole hand-out". I got a 65. That's strike 1. Just two strikes to go and I'm out. Please, I can handle retaking Accounting (of course not now!) than retaking an RS class. RS?! Retaking a religious studies course again?! Give me a break. Good grief!
Ma'am Hamis.
She's the perfect companion for Professor Binns. Talk about being worse than boring! Her subject is dreary?! Are we retaking Psychology? Grrr...
My Dad wants me to go home tomorrow for the fiesta. "His siblings" (his words like I'm some ordinary citizen. I'm your daughter, i****!) were there, he said after arriving from Cebu with them. So what?! I'd rather spend the Saturday alone or better yet watching 'Superman' than spending my time with them, hypocritical day wreckers. But what can I do?! I'll just think that I'm going there for the food. That's a more lovely idea. Who could refuse lechon and the whole gourmet feast?! They would suffice me to endure the lot.
{ music } Yatskie's Boom
{ book } The Gospel According to the Simpsons
{ show } My Girl
{ mood } sore
Sorry for the foul title but believe me if you were in my position, you'd even say worst things than that. I just finished another grueling exam with Fr. Yatco and I'm about to throw this computer I'm typing on. Shit... shit... shit... I never felt so dumb in my entire life.
Why does everyone seem to think I took up this course for him?! I have my own mind, brain, whatever you call it and I know how to use it. You know make choices. I took up Accounting not for anybody else but myself. It sounds selfish but it is how it is. I made this choice and maybe I'm nearly regretting that I made it but the fact is I chose it and I'll stand by it even if It'll kill me.
I feel that I'm living a very dragging academic life. I thought learning should be fun but it isn't--not here, not now. None my subjects this year are worth taking except perhaps accounting... and I guess History--really! Our English teacher looks like he is going to die any minute. Our Management teacher is as dumb as a Stegosaurus. Our IT teacher is a so-so. Our Marketing teacher has the humor of a psycho--like what's he laughing for?! Our RS is... urgh! Please release me from them!
Everything seems so frustrating, confusing. irritating, disgusting and every other negative adjective that ends with -ing.
{ music } my aunt--blah!
{ book } The Promise
{ show } Julian Julian Julian
{ mood } aggravated
It's been about two weeks already since I last updated and it was horrible. Yesterday was as horrid but nevermind. I'm fed up with useless rantings about how school sucks, et cetera.
I got my new eyeglasses. I forgot to tell that I broke the first one. I accidentally stepped on it. About a month ago, I heard it fall from my double decker as I was getting ready to sleep. It was dark and I can't see a thing. I went down and crack!
I've been busy for the last few weeks and can't seem to find time to do this which rarely happens.
We watched ADZU's first indie film last Monday. It was entitled "El Amor di Pilar". It would have been more apt if it was entitled, "El Quarto". I can't help being sarcastic while I was watching the film because it was full of lousy dialogues. Like Pilar asking her Mother, "Have you ever fallen in love before, ma?!" Like duh?! Obviously or else you wouldn't exist.
I watched a few movies in the past weeks and since I'm nearsighted and my glasses were still unavailable, I usually sit in front of the screen or else I wouldn't see a thing. Pirates of the Carribean, Superman... which brings me to remember that in the Library Display at the Conference Hall last week, the Library screened Superman, X-Men 3, Cars, The Fast and the Furious:Tokyo Drift and Mission Impossible 3. Take note that at the same time, Superman and Tokyo Drift were still showing at Mindpro Cinema. Goody for Ateneans!
Speaking of Superman, I just got this E-mail form my cousin, Melizza.
Well, here's the answer...
Well, I'm doing fine. Devastated but fine. I don't want to elaborate further. I've wallowed in bad trips so much already.
{ music } Binibini
{ book } Walk Two Moons
{ show } My Girl
{ mood } tired
ADZoo, Fetish | 1 hollered back
Last week was by far the most aggravating week of my life in Ateneo.
Monday--I can't even remember. Selective memory, sorry.
Tuesday--I can't remember either. Marketing sucks.
Wednesday--RS with Fr. Yatco... need I say more?!
Thursday--Taekwondo in PE... I nearly passed-out... I know my classmates were making fun of me since I just sat almost the entire period but my brain was so fuzzy I can't even think. And it was just a warm-up, no kicking yet. Dear me...
Friday--No RS because of High Mass. After the High Mass which ended at around 11.30, I was famished. We were about to have lunch when my friends saw their PE (Judo) teacher. I blurted out, "Let's go eat na". Mr. Buenvenida, the PE teacher with a funny look in his face said, "Obviously, you are hungry. These guys (pointing to my friends) don't look hungry at all." And what was that supposed to mean?! I wanted to kick his weenies off. I was so mad that I didn't care that he was a teacher and a black belter in Judo. People can be so mean and tactless sometimes. I want to submit them to torture. The thought of inflicting pain to others has it's advantages. It makes you feel better. I always had a dangerous mind. If only thoughts could kill, I could have hurt many people. *sigh
I hope that it won't get any worse than this.
{ music } the remark
{ book } A Gathering of Days
{ show } memories
{ mood } predatory
Last night, I got to watch the premiere of Philippine Idol. I enjoyed it. The judges were not ninnys. Ryan Cayabyab and Pilita Corrales were really good but I'm still apprehensive with Francis M.
After Philippine Idol, I watched Shall We Dance? for Lucy Torres-Gomez to dance. She's not really top-level but she can do it. Lucy makes me remember my mom. My mom has this huge crush on Richard Gomez, Lucy's husband and is just as flawless as Lucy is. Many people envied my Mom's complexion and since I didn't inherit it, I envy it as well. She has no problems with hair removal, pimples. She's a dermatologist's nightmare. With many people with skin like hers, who would need one? I have a lovely mother. No wonder she got me. I love you, Mom, wherever you are. Lucy belly-danced. If there is one thing I find beautiful in a woman's body, it's the hips and the butt especially when belly-dancing. It's just so graceful. Sheesh... I sound so lesbo. Haha
I've got to fix my TV schedule. Midterms is scheduled on August 14th-17th.
Mondays-Thursdays--My Girl (?/ABS-CBN)
Fridays--E-Buzz (20:30/AXN)
Saturdays--Wickedly Perfect (?/Studio23); Seventh Heaven (?/Studio23)
Sundays--Philippine Idol (20:00/ABC5)
I just can't live without TV. My father almost cut the cable off but I begged him and I rarely do.
{ music } Alapaap
{ book } A Gathering of Days
{ show } Philippine Idol
{ mood } pensive
The whole Ateneo is on a holiday today. It's St. Iggy's birthday. I watched Garfield last Saturday. I wasn't really entertained but it was short. I want to watch Sukob but I'm afraid to go alone. I wanted to watch it with someone. Marion will do even though I know he will just squirm the whole time but he can't make it. I just want company. I asked Reyner, my bestfriend but he can't either. It's their midterm week. Bad timing. Why... why... why? What the heck, I'll watch it alone. After all, I don't plan on getting married this year. Hehe
{ music } Side to Side
{ book } A Gathering of Days
{ show } Garfield
{ mood } scared