Entries for April, 2007
DISCLAIMER: Hate rants follow.
I got an 84 in Economics. This is unbelievable. Can't I just get pass through a semester without having a grade lower than an 85?! This is so bad for my morale. Geez!
And why does everything good that happens to me be always followed by something bad. It's so cliché. Like yesterday, I just finished watching 300 which is so good and satisfying when my stepmom's mom told me Lean, my adopted brother was really going to Cavite for some damn seminar about conditioning roosters. Roosters?! This is insane. My dad who didn't let me go to Cebu because it was "unnecessary and pointless" is making my nitwit of a brother go to this ludicrous event. My dad made it clear now, he loves roosters more than he loves me or more appropriately, he loves himself more than anyone. Selfish bastard. No. I'm the bastard. Rephrase: Selfish chauvinistic pig! And now, after a refreshing visit with my old mates to Nouriza and Sharmin who's back after two years of UPLB Vet School, I check my grade and find out that I got an 84 in Econ. Damn! It's just so infuriating that a single point could make such a difference. Aargh!
What an ambivalent summer this is turning out to be!
{ mood } grumpy
My dad and stepmom returned from Cebu yesterday. I wasn't at home to meet them though. I was in a high school class outing. It went well. Marion was bored but I really don't believe him. I felt he was doubly entertainted to his wits end. Pupung was there. Good thing he didn't get to his flight back to Cebu and back to Dumaguete. Sharmin was there too. We haven't seen her in two years since she left for UPLB. Nouriza was there and was undoubtly bored to death. Marvick, Jehza, Garry, Earl, April, Ethel, Dominic, Melchor and Lily were there too. It wasn't really that much but we made do about it.
I'm so bored. I can't even think and write. Grrr...
{ mood } crappy
Someone really made me happy today. What you said really made my day. Thank you very much.
My brother and tita already bought me my Crocs. I'm excited. They bought Caymans in Lime. There were no Chocolate Browns available. I don't know if I can use it everyday for school. I doubt it. Since there's still money I added a pair of Havaianas (Brown) to my shopping list. I don't know if I'll really like why I made them buy. The price of luxury. Haha Wait and see, that's all I can do for know until Sunday. Can't wait. Hihi
{ music } Happy Ending-Mika
{ book } PDI
{ mood } high
ADZoo, Fetish | 2 hollered back
The lessons are starting to pour in for Math 104 (Business Statistics) and Hist 104 (Rizal's Life, Works and Writings). I already reported for History relating Rizal's life as a young boy in Calamba. I don't remember if we ever went to Calamba when we were in Laguna (for the National Schools Press Conference). I only remember Nagcarlan and Sta. Cruz. As for Math, we were already given group work.
Literature is a very different matter. I'm taking Lit 101 (Philippine Literature) with Mr. Invierno. I don't like his classes. I had English 211 (Public Speaking and Debate) with him first semester of last year. I don't believe in his method of teaching which is reporting but in his terms, "extempo". I don't consider it extemporaneous nor enlightening. It sucks really. I just feel that in his manner of teaching, we as students tend to fail to give philippine short stories the justice it deserves. There's more to literature than just plain words; it's beyond rhetoric. I would rather have Ma'am Concepcion as a teacher. At least, she knows her literature.
The helper finally left for good. I don't fucking (sorry for the term but it's how I feel) care what she thinks about me. To hell with her.
I'm not really (let's say) evil but she just gets into my nerves. First, I hate people who don't tell things to my face. That's so cowardly. Second, don't meddle on things you think you know anything about because frankly, you don't. Get a life of your own! Third, I get so irritated by people who I can just drag to do anything I want. Don't you have any balls?! Geez!
I'm having a chat with Rai so that's all for now. HAHA
{ mood } off