Two words to describe recent events: DOMESTIC DRAMA
It's funny, sad and...boring!
After the whole ordeal, I find myself asking: Why should I care?! I just realized that everything that has happened really has nothing to do with me. And since it does't have anything to do with me, it's pointless to keep thinking about it. The anger and resentment I once felt has now changed into annoyance and irritation. I am tired of thinking and feeling about these things. It is really getting old. I'm sick of it.
It's my last year in college (God-willing!) and I have a lot of other important things to worry about like losing weight, 18 and another 22 units of academic subjects to finish, graduation, CPA Board Exam <groan>, and finding a decent job <double groan>.
When will all of this drama end?!
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For You-Know-Who
No two songs could say what I want to say any better.
Stuck in the Middle by MIKA
I sit and think about the day that you're gonna die,
'Cause your wrinkled eyes betrayed the joy with which you smile.
Care to see my reason?
Care to put your life in mine?
Looking at life from the perspective of a boy girl
Who's learned to love you but has also learned to grow.
Could we make it better, stormy weather,
So I dunno.
Oh, oh, oh - Is there anybody home?
Who will believe me, won't deceive me, won't try to change me?
Ah, ah, ah - Is there anybody home?
Who wants to have me, just to love me?
Stuck in the middle.
I look at you,
You look at me,
We bite each other.
And with your bitter words you kick me in the gutter.
But my troops are bigger than yours
You'll never stand my fight.
Ours is a family that's based upon tradition
But with my careless words I tread upon your vision.
Are five four kids better than one, who'd doesn't like to be gone?
This is who I am,
This ain't a greater plan to break your heart, oh me.
I know that what I've started means that when we have parted
I can live in all this stench.
Please Don't Leave Me by PINK
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is…broken
Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I’ve never been this nasty
Can’t you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don’t mean it
I mean it, I promise
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can’t be without, you’re my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I’m sorry.
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Imaginary Conversation
Z: (talking to SM) She called P a demon. (laughs) I really wanted to shake and ask her, "You just realized that?!"
P: (overhears Z) Excuse me?! Are you implying that I am?
Z: Yes, of course. But don't worry, I still love you.
{ music } Blue Eyes by Mika
{ book } Para Kay B by Ricky Lee
{ show } Atashinchi No Danshi Episode 1
{ mood } cold
Ai-Love-Amor | say what?